22 September 2021 -- Boise, ID

im at the point where i feel im doing a really bad job communicating with my
girlfriend.  when im around her, sometimes she'd prefer that we dont talk too
much and just be in each other's company, which im okay with in moderation.
and increasingly when im not around her and we instead talk online, most of
our conversations are about a fandom(?) she's heavily interested in, which is
dsmp / mcyt stuff

i dont have a problem with her sharing her interests with me.  id be a bloody
hypocrit if i were to say or believe otherwise.  but again, i'd value this
kind of thing more if it were in moderation.  currently i feel like i havent
talked with her about how i feel we dont have enough conversation outside of
dsmp/mcyt stuff.  i know shes had it a little rough recently so im still
giving her time, but any more than a week of this pace and i have to talk
with her about it